`LoSt [s]TaR'- wAnderIng iN e uNiverSe¬

bu zuo ni de peng you

2005-12-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

heyys.. everyone. back to bloggin. killing time. don feel like slping so early. :P

lets c.. todae. went bowling wif the bowling-soon-2-b-elites.. haha. des ernest shaun n mh.. hmm. gd averages for des. glad tt shaun got used to his ball and mh played a pretty good last 2 games.

then we went to tpy for dinner. aft tt proceed hme.. :P tt sums up my dae. its a typical boon holiday. :P haha. bowling wif a grp of enthu bowlers.

hmm.. i hope to work at some factory from 8am-6pm then aft tt from 7pm-12 midnite work at coffee bean. then go hme straight away slp. cool rites? i wanna try it one day. juz for a day. haha.

christmas is coming.. :P yeah. having xmas eve celebration. hope tt santa wil drop presents thru my chimney. if nt deliver to my hse eso can. haha. nw 21st century le... giv me in person lors. hah.

Potter nite.

2005-11-24T12:20:00.001+08:00

heyys.. its 12.20pm in the aftnoon n i juz woke up. haha. can u believe it? i slept for 12 hrs..

hmms.. sad. stay at hme agn.. or mayb i find sumting to do n i go out lata. :P haha.

watched harry potter ytd.. haha. at marina. cz gt digital mah. :P sry for nt telling u de time, juz told u tt i wil reach there on time. haha.
so lets c, the story revolves arnd triwizard tournament n lord voldemort resurrection.
tts all i guess. haha. the thick thick story book talks about so little stuff?
surely they cut out a lot.. n tts a lil disappointing.
Nevertheless. the effects were great. n the 1 MINUTE quidditch world cup iz nt bad too. the effects i mean. nt the elaboration. :p
anywae, i didnt read the goblet of fire so shall nt comment too much. haha.
waiting for the nex episode, order of the phoenix to screen in cinemas. n tt shld b arnd end of nex yr. haha. We had our laughters while watchin the movie.

ENJOYED THE MOVIE. :P

Potter nite.

2005-11-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

vexed.

2005-11-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

last update: 27th sept.

todae iz 18th of Nov. tts hw long i nvr blog... n i juz do not hav the mood to blog b/n tt period of time. For nw, i suddenly feel like complaining.

Lets c, 1stly, i hate the indecisive me. reali.

work.... play.... frens....

cant seem to decide on one. even if can, not a 100percent firmly-made choice.

tink i have to strt doin self-reflections?
so complicated...

alrites, shall change my tone a lil. cz todae iz a special dae. hahah

celebrated ME burfdae. haha. [M]elanie-[E]rnest burfdae.

went changing appeitite. took baby pork ribs. quite appetizing. bt prefers cartel one. :P

gd service at CA. gt free appetiser eso. so gd rites. hahah.

Headed for esplanade. went in haagen daz for ice-cream. Mel's trt. haha. thx.
then ate a delicious cake. some cake tt does not sell outside. its like a lot of effort put in em..
they baked it. its an OX tiramisu cake. haha i mean OX. a new type of cake.hah. quite nice. bt the taste veri strong. haha.

took some pics.
relaxing.
headed hme aft tt. rain pls.

Problems.?

2005-09-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. boon here. hmm.. so long nvr blog le..

okie... disappeared for mths..

suddenly feel like blogging.. don ask y... nt improtant anymore...

days at nanyang... fun? boring? its all bout frens n classmates.. if u hav a gd class.. yeah. sure. fun. if all my frens noes hw to spare a thot for others, yupps. fun.

anywae.. juz want to tel my frens out dere, don giv up on urself. believe in urself, believe in ur frens. they wil b dere for u.

Actually, i m wondering whether i m insensitive at times.... sumone pls giv me an ans..

heres an encouragement from me...

PLs.. believe in urself.. although u may tink of it az cliche or crap, bt u tink carefuly, if u don believe in urself.. hw do u expect ppl to believe wat u sae or hw r u gg to b happi? if everyting u do iz half-hearted, wheres the commitment? reali.. alwaz noe tt i m dere to break ur fall. reali. take me az a fren.

alrites, awae from such dull stuffs. :p hope everyone iz coping well. haha. all the best in ur promos n 3 cheers for urself.!!

don kip tings to urself. open up to frens. definitely u wil feel betta. :p

outing..

2005-08-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

the outings have juz strted... izzit gg to end soon? hz..

anywae.. someting positive to sae.. haha. todae.. ya todae! we had a movie trip.. haha. at yishun gv.

watch the maid. show waz quite okie.. a lil expected for the ending.. okies...

feeling a lil sad cz only 5 turned up. bt nvr mind..! i stil managed to enjoy myself.. haha.
alicia
roy
kah hui
wei han
n me. haha.

okies.. alicia went off aft dinner n the the remaining of us had a chat ya.. haha. a gd one.

then went to pasar malam to take a look.. realised nthin special xcept roy buying the 1 dollar deck tt he claims quite gd. hah.

had pw in the morning. ltc outing in the noon. n watchin epl now.. which iz at nite. hah.

i reali hope tt there wil b more of tis kind of outing... :P

leadership training camp.

2005-08-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

Leadership Training Camp '05

it was a success.. a camp of real fun.

a wonderful journey.. a crazy adventure... a grp of 'pippins'..
many memorable memories... some crazy n lame acts...
end of a 4 daes camp.. strt of a new journey...

missing the times in the camp...
the night walk..
the raft-building.
the team games..
the high elements..
the sea-ex..
the one of a kind quiet debriefs..
the food...
the 'pippins'..
every single ting...

day 1: 'we r strangers strting out on a journey'. hmm.. haha. lets c.. we strted off wif our identification cheer. the whistle cheer.. haha. everyone waz a lil sianat the strt.. if nt for audrey, kah hui, zhi hui n roy to spice up the mood.. the strt of the camp wil b a sian one... haha. aft tt, everyone strts to get in the mood. okie.. we had statn games.. n everybody did well.. woohoo. three cheers..! haha.

day2: aft day 1, i noe tt the following daes wil b even more fun.. n tts so true. haha. we did cheer early in the morning... overpowered other grps.. haha. we had eating ceremonies.. washing ceremonies.. grt fun.. then came the nite walk... haha. erherms.. hmm...
oh mans.. they appointed me az aragon. haha. okie. sum funni stuffs happen at the strt.. haha.
n then lata 'where's frodo? No. we r pippins!' hahaha. the mood lightens as the walk goes by.. haha.

day3: haha.. a bright n sunny morning.. we went for high elements.. vertical challenge.. the pole ting.. the rock wall.. n many others.. haha. it waz scary up there... bt still we all managed to pull thru.. we did cheers up there.. waz so funni.. zhen yao did the cheer, n he fall off. haha. waz so entertaining.. some others.. like zul n yuzhi had grt determination to complete the activity..
alth we meet wif a prob.. we stil managed to complete it. wif pride n honour. go pippin.

day4: final dae. everyone waz so sian n sad.. the camp iz ending.. we werent like the first 3 daes.. we did nt do our cheers in the morning.. BUT, our excitement hits the extreme when we went for the kayaking.. .haha. we went thru a storm.. we kayak for more than 15km.. everyone complete the sea-ex. we were filled wif sweat, seawater, rain n minor scratches.. bt its all worth it.

the camp ended wif a touching song n some curry puffs.. wonderful journey..

to me, tis camp reali developed me. thx u everyone!.

special thx to PIPPIN!. remix n whistle cheer. pipi pipipi pipipipi PIPPIN.

the fun-loving pippins: alicia, zhi hui, stella, yuzhi, audrey, wei han, yong hui, zul, xin ting, roy, kah hui, jun hao, wee kiat, zhen yao putra n me.

last but nt least, the facilitators: michelle, jasmine n shu lian.

whitley nite

2005-07-31T00:30:00.000+08:00

show ur fren hw much u care for them before its too late...

tts wat my fren told me in sch...

yeah..i truly agree... life iz so fragile.

i alwaz wanted to do it... juz tt my personality hinders me to do so...

i m nt reali much of an outspoken person...

bt i noe i cant wait n wait n wait...

until one dae i reali regret it....

hz... those who understands gd.. those who don.. i eso don noe how. haha.

okies.. wss musical n festpiel nite rocks ya...

i reali love the perfomance.. n.. haha. i tel u. whitley rox.!

love the musical lots... ( miss low, benjamin, valenisha, elsa, wei xin... n others..) u ppl did great.

i wil miss the 5 stone stools.. reali.. tts where my wss story begins .. n tts where it all ended..

the fun laughter peace n joy....

tockseng, shaun tan, tat kian, andrew, chit pang, jonathan, jia jin, ernest, shaun, ming hong n myself...

tt iz where my memories r imprinted....

yan lei de wei dao...

2005-07-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

heyys.. aft reading most of my fren's blog.. i decided to blog as well..

alth i gt reali nthin much to sae..

bt i can tel tt everyone iz quite stressed up nw.. including me...

aft sch everydae... i sumtimes don feel like gg hme so early.... so i drag my feet... haha.

I LOVE those simple chats wif classmates or frens in sch..

I LOVE to hang arnd in sch.. walking n walking.

I LOVE to think of wat to eat in the canteen n eso waiting for the bell to go off aft every lesson..

crazy.me.

a boring dae..

2005-07-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

when wil we eva collide...?
dont tel me somedae, someplace, somehow..

i m like.. beginning to get numb to such stuffs..

argh.. hurting...

all rites man.. todae played bball wif tk they all despite down wif fever in the morning.. haha

its fun ya. u noe y i rush to plae bball despite knowing tt i m sick?

haha.. simple. iz bcoz i cannot wait to long to go back to the gd old daes.. haha.

i miss the whitley times of bball.. the ncc times of bball n the cc times of bball...

oh no.. i m stil looking for the ans...

bcoz u live n breathe, bcoz u make me believe in myself when nobody else can help.. bcoz u live..

bowling in the jungle.

2005-07-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

heyys.. todae iz a bad dae...
everyting juz doesnt seems right...
morning felt so tired.. n head spinning like taz. devil(mad)

okies...
todae had pw meeting.. n did some brain-storming of stuffs..
emailed to the NUS child psy.
haha. cool rites? i noe.

then bowling in the jungle... haha.
at grassroot club. the surroundings on the wall iz bout jungle. so fake lors. haha. i don see any monkeys or snakes. .haha.

kkaes... heyys.. nw i understand someting.. izzit muz spell every single word out then u ppl will get the idea...?

do u need to sae 'i m eating' when u r alreadz using a pair of chopsticks and holding a bowl of rice? no rites? precisely..

in life.. its reali unfair..

i reali don noe...

my head iz stil spinning like mad..

hope everyting wil b fine.

ppl, take care. esp..........

i believe u can do it.!!! jiayou!

The mummy.

2005-07-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

because u live...
because of u ppl...
u ppl gave me the motivation to carry on n fulfil my dreams.
thx.

hz.. its so boring..
todae went ta watch fantastic 4 wif my clique..
haha.. n we were saeing tt hus human torch, mr fantastic, the thing, invisivle woman n Dr doom.
haha.

anywae.. daes r passing like nobody's business..
everydae.. i m tinking hz.. can i eva slow down time?
so tt i can clearly tink wat i want to do tml.. the dae aft.. n weeks aft..

no more...
i m gg to work towards my 3As for promos 1st.. then As..

i noe i can.
n i try.
:P

u guys.. enjoy the time nw... don hesitate anymore.. juz do wat u wan.. wat u reali wan.. bt... i don tink i hav the rite to sae ' don hesitate anymore, do wat u wan'... :P

take care ppl.. n thx for dropping by my blog.. tt wae i noe tt u ppl r by my side, supporting me.
real thx. :P

bla bla bla...

2005-07-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

heyys... everyone! y iz my life so sians???????????????
colour my life pls....

haha.. everydae doing the same old ting..

hz.. soon.. i hav to b back to studying mood..
then without me knowing it.. haha.! promos approaching le...

then another yr juz flashed pass me..

soon... soon... its 2006.

n then A levels...

life continues...

y not invent sum time machine so tt i can go back to pri n sec sch... daes will b more fun bac then... haha.

nvr mind.. i wil try my best to accept it de..

letsallflyhigher..toafarawayplace.....nexperiencenewtings...
nthing more to add.. cz nthin special iz happening...
Out.
byes..
take cares everyone.

first reason

2005-07-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

heyys blog.. nthin to do so drop by and send u a msg.. :P

anywae... did nthin todae.. practically nthin. was at hme the whole dae.. haha

watch tv.use com. sleep. eat. tts all..

aiyo.. y cant everyone juz b truthful to one another?
anywae.. i tink tt ppl shld control their temper betta so tt there wil b lesser quarrels. haha.

take care peeps.

-[ Ai ni di yi ge yuan ying, jiu shi ni de an jing. ]]-

heyys..

2005-06-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

yeah.. bloggin nw.. i reali apologised for those hu gt read my blog.. i haven blog for sumtime le..

nw exam period.. bt soon... i mean soon... it wwil b over le. :P

kkaes... ermms... todae... maths paper gt some qns i don noe.. bt glad tt no careless mistakes for me.. :P

anywae.. thx for those hu stood by my side durin my exam periods..

studying over at shaun's hse wif ernest shaun n mh.

haha.

hungrys....

wouldnt i b nice if the world waz cadbury?
haha.. anywae.. chi oral coming .. bt nvr mind. jiayou chun boon.! :P

yo!

2005-06-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

okies!!! i m here... haha. tat kian saes i hardly update my blog haha. so i m here!!

surprising rites? i have not been blogging for a mth le. haha.

n i tel u ahs.... tat kian reads my blog n he stil rems my old blog.. wat valentines ting.. hahaha. i don even rem lors..

kkaes.. anywae.. todae didnt reeali do much ting..
hz....

n adrain took sumting from my hp.. haha. nex time pls ask me if u wan to take. thx.
hahaha.

n ppl whom i care, take care! :p

memories.

2005-05-28T11:56:00.000+08:00

wonderful memories... the level camp for j1 was sumting tt i nvr expected it to b.
i learnt a lot from the camp, n i nvr regret gg to nyjc.

05S3C, a class tt showed me wat r frens for and wat iz class spirit. 3 cheers!

i m reali happi tt my classmates trust me in breaking their fall. don worri, i wil alwaz b there for those who needs me. u ppl r great.

a great facilitator, zhao hui. thx for everyting.

this experience wil b someting tt i wil nvr forget. pleasant memories....

a special thx to 05S3C,

jun bin, jun kai, benjamin, chia hui, peiyi, dan ni, shiyun, ryan, chin kiat, darren, keyang, derrick, eileen, si ling.

hz.. sick for a few daes le. since thurs...

yo!

2005-05-21T09:54:00.000+08:00

sry ya... haven been bloggin for 'years'. .haha.

i was quite busi lately with all kinds of stuffs... haha.

anywae.. wanna take tis opportunity to tel my frens tt we shld cherish those ppl tt r by ur side. one dae u may not noe, the person has to leave due to some reasons... sad rites..

so cherish them like u nvr did b4. hahaha.

lata gg bball wif shaun they all.. yay.. our hmeground iz ready. haha.
then lata we either go movie or pool.
then i have to meet my clz ppl for pw.

mixed feelings.

juve all the wae!

2005-05-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

Juve.. all the wae!. haha. bring back the scudetto.

kkaes.. had extra trainings wif the nyjc bowlers todae. then lata went kovan to eat wif des ernest n coach they all.

nthin reali happened todae. juz az for normal. back hme, com n work. haha.

graded 'B' game. aiming for tt.

A div. gonna work hard from nw on.

gd luck NYJC.

glory of love.

2005-05-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

yea.. i tink it takes mood to see whether i wanna blog anots. haha.

n i prefer reading other ppl's blog then to type my own life on my own blog. cz i tink tt other ppl's life r more meaningful n more interesting than mine. hz... haha.

anywae.. todae went east coast wif mh, des, shaun, wc n ernest. wat can we do at east coast? ask urself man. hahaha. X X X. turkey. woohoo.
haha.

hope tt everyone iz happi.

-[[ It breaks my heart to see u crying. reali. ]]-

bowling.. A div..

2005-04-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

A div.. tts wat we r targeting for...

I somehow hav tis feeling tt we can do it. i mean we shld believe in ourselves. dont juz bcoz of a small, lil setback tt obstructs u from heading towards success.

alth we may nt b gg in as favs, bt i stil tink tt if we put our heart n soul in it, everytings gonna b fine. real fine.

haven been bloggin for a long time. sry . real sry... everydae so late reach hme.. life iz so diff nw.

life iz nt easy.

sry sry...

2005-04-17T00:17:00.000+08:00

hz... sry ppl.. i hav not been blogging...

i tink i veri lazy.. if nt then i hav no mood lors. i eso don noe which one lehss.. haha.

okies... summarize tings bout last wk...
i had bowling 3 times..
then intend to buy ball..
silver streak pearl. all the wae man.
bring me to competition ground.
hahaha.

okies.. then lata hav maths test. waz okies.. but i hav careless mistakes. tink its gonna kill me.

*bian bian bian*
back to reality..
whether its cruel or kind its up to u.
to me i hav to accept life az it is.
nw my mindset iz NUS here i come. n bowling my interest. haha

okies... work hard ya chun boon. ! jia you. hahah.
n frens arnd me... all the best.!

yea.. i m gonna strive for excellence in az many aspects az i can. haha.

okies.. ppl... noe ur archilles heel n make tt ur advantage.
hw to go bout doing tt? i don noe eso.hahaha.

-[[ all i wan iz to juz sit by ur side.. lending u a listening ear, hping to lighten ur spirits.]]-

yo

2005-04-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

hai... haven been blogging the past few wks..

sch haz been stressed...
ppl study until like they can skip lunch tt kind... :)

anywae... i promise i wil work hard...

todae juz gt scv!!! haha. watching soccer nw... veri long nvr watch liaos...
haha..
can watch mtv.. yea...

anywae... gonna aim for NUS aft 2 yrs in jc.... here i come.

I m sry..

2005-04-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

i reali didnt noe tt tis wil happen... i m reali puzzled nw. if i noe i hav to face tis 2dae, i wld hav taken another route mths ago.

kkaes... i noe tt its hard on u... n those money iz for my U fees, bt.... i hav to use it.
cz its my choice.
my only choice.
i m nt reali interested in other stuffs... mayb if i m forced to.
i reali wan to continue.

tel me wat to do..
teach me.
don leave me behind.
i noe u wil b there for me.
show up. show up.
i wan u n ur beautiful soul.

i m lost. real lost.
sumone pls guide me.

-[[ i reali hope tt a miracle can happen ]]-

all star.

2005-03-31T22:04:00.000+08:00

tis few daes been lazy to blog... y cz i eso don noe.

hz... soooo tired.... theres bowl tml. theres sch.

i tink i shld start eating alot. to put on some weight. alth i tink i eat n eat eso cannot fat de. haha.

kkaes.. todae went dome wif the usual ppl n royston. haha.

saw wailai n geok leng.. happi belated burfdae ya, geok leng.

-[[ the brightest star iz the star tt shines on others ]]-

hey now u'r an all star.

2005-03-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

only shooting stars make a boh woh!

heyys.. had a great time todea. alth iz a lil bo liao n no life. bt i stil tink tt it iz betta than staying at hme and rot. haha.

went prata hse to meet mel, ernest n mh. jiaz n shing n shuan gt someting on then they cannot come over. okies.. so had 1 plain 1 egg n 1 cup of icemilo. been drinkin icemilo during the past few daes. haha.

then we took 410 down to tp n then the train to city hall. woohoo! went marina n bowl.

we bowl 'inverted 6' games each.haha. which accumulated to 38 bucks. haha. bowl alone.

kkaes. hit 164 wif the help of comp- a lil only. haha.

then average 120 bah. hz... haha.

kkaes.. then went hme aft tt.

anywae sry og26! i didnt managed to go wif u ppl. i don even noe wheres paradiz. haha.

--[[ love iz blind. 3 blind mice. 3 blind mice. see hw they love. see hw the love. ]]--

ny jc O2.

2005-03-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

todae waz quite a fun dae. alth alot ppl pon, i tink the teaching of 26h student council mass dance quite fun. so i tink i wil miss both O1 n O2.. orientation rox man.

zelda-ithor foreva.

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for ithor.
hip hip hooray.
hip hip hooray.
hip hip hooray!
Ithor rox!

02 og21 ogls.- lisan, pei san, wilie n john. thx.
u ppl did a great job.

dots.

2005-03-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

heyys... 2dae iz a nice dae wif a fine weather. hz.. so long nvr like rain 1 whole dae le..

miss hearing the raindrops dripping on the rooftop..

2dae i nvr go out cz i don feel like to.. tml sch reopening le.
sians. didnt touch my hmewk.. don noe wat wil happen tml...

posting wil b out on tues. wil i make it to nyjc? aiyos...

didnt do tt well for Os. aiyos. alth i m confirmed tt i did my best.

tis yr sec4s, all the best kaes. juz go for it. n don giv up. 'keep walking'

miss ur smile.
miss ur look.
miss ur laughter.
miss the times when we had a gd chat.
miss everyting of u.
miss u.

aquarius

2005-03-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

yeah... tel ya wat.. did some research 2dae ya. haha.

aquarius iz a fixed air sign. which means... i m stubborn. haha.

haha.. tts wat they sae...

YOUR MIND IS YOUR MOST VALUABLE ASSET

Gemini, Libra and Aquarius are the air signs. When you have lots of air sign energy your mind is your most valuable asset; you could be an intellectual. The world of ideas is important to you. Intellectual companionship, seminars, books, magazines, films, and educational cassettes interest you. Feeding your mind is just as important as feeding your body. School can be the place for you.
People fascinate you and you tend to regard them in a detached manner. Consequently you enjoy teamwork and social interactions more than most folk. Sentimentality does not figure highly in most of your relationships.
You can excel in any field that requires negotiation skills. Sales and writing may be avenues of pursuit. You have an affinity for abstract reasoning, codes of law and ethics - you're very good at perceiving, comparing and communicating. You are much more objective than most people, and probably more liberal in your thinking.
Your weakness is not foolishness so much as it is indecisiveness. Too much thinking can result in lost opportunities. There is a time to get out of your head and make a decision. If you find that you can't sleep because your mind is racing, get up and work with your ideas. Get ideas down on paper, onto index cards, into a word processing machine or up and out into the airwaves, the Internet and the world wide web.

i m an aquarian.. bt i do not hav lots of air sign energy cz i m nearing the end of aquarius. haha n i noe tt aquarius iz from saturn n uranus.

i miss u.

happi happi.

2005-03-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

woohoos.. tml waz a fun dae ya. my bro's burfdae.. happi bd jervis. he had turned 10 todae. hope wateva he do iz alwaz successful.

ehs.. thx for confiding in me. i reali love to help u if u hav any probs.

i wil alwaz b there for u.

okies.. went swensens, sakae n mos todae. had a nice meal... full....

i wil nvr eva giv up unless i hav no choice.
:p

Sundae!

2005-03-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

woohoos.! haha. its finally hols. i m so happi. finally get to go outwif frens without worrying like... 'wat time ur sch dismissed ahs?' or ' u gt cca todae nots?' haha.

time flies... n somore flies at a great speed. in a blink*, its alread 13th march.

listening to summer sunshine now.
wow.. i tel u kaes.. i reali miss the summer sunshine dance. reali. haha.

disco nite waz fun.

the joy n laughter being in og26 n 05S3A.

its a feeling tt wil nvr fade awae in my memory. . .

NYJC O1 rox!.

i suddenly find sch fun. its alwaz unexpected. . i miss the feeling.
kkaes.. since i m given a break of 1 wk. i muz make full use of it.

i miss u.

devoted...

2005-03-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

I M LIKE BECOMING SO ME!.

talking lame jokes...
crapping...
feeling lost...
finding more true frens...
trying to b calm n cheerful.

i m gonna miss the old part of me. when i waz like 'mummy, can i hav my lollipop? 1 dollar only.'

life iz alwaz changing... eva changing...

TRUE...

2005-03-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

i m confused...

by ur actions...

by ur words...

R u giving me a chance or wat?

don kip me in suspense.... i reali don feel gd... don feel well.... tired*

[[Ryan Cabrera- TRUE]]

I wont talk.
I wont breathe.
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think
I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

*purple verse.

This is true
I know when I go
ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

*purple verse

THIS IS TRUE

sat!

2005-03-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

whooshs... looks like i waz almost grounded.. haha.

seriously... i hav been emotional these few daes... y? i eso don noe.

precious tears flowing...
bcoz i miss u...
bcoz i noe tt it wil nvr b the same agn.

2dae i went to j8 n meet my og ppl. haha. so long nvr had an outing le. finally... the feeling wif my og ppl iz back.

we went to eat pasta mania n chit chat... whoosh... tt waz fun.

kkaes.. i waz suppose to go pooling wif mh n shing they all..
bt my mum ask me go hme b4 5pm. so shing.. sry. cannot pool wif u. then when i cal hme.. they ask me to eat dinner n reach hme b4 8pm. so i called them.. bt they ended pool le.

hz... everyting iz predestined.

ppl do ask me... heyy.. chun boon. wats ur Os results? hw did u do?
i sae i gt 14. n they gave me a funni expression.
wat does tt mean? i don noe.. haha.
i tink i did okay. bt stil can improve.. nw lets hope i can get into nyjc..

i m so sad...

2005-03-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

i wont b able to pull myself up if i eva fall into this BIG BIG HOLE.

1stly, r girls so negligible of their surroundings..

aiya.. i alwaz don noe wat i m tokin.

i feel like placing a f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p. to this 1st chpt of my life.
bt y tings don juz go the wae u wan it.
i hate it...
reali....

i reali enjoyed the fun i had todae. thx peeps.
shaun. pls hurry build ur SPV. so that i can move it n mel n jiaz eso. haha.

O level results.

2005-02-28T22:20:00.000+08:00

i shall used my fav colour red to blog todae.

tears of joy n sorrow,

screams n laughter,

As n Bs n Cs....

everyone gt their O level results todae. az for me, it iz suppose to b any normal dae. bt, the stress iz there, everyone was like veri stressful.

i gt 14.. i cant believe it myself. shld hav done betta. y doesnt my scores reciprocate the amnt of eff i put in??

okies.. 1stly, i let miss ho dwn. then mr kor, then miss chong, then mr sani. then mrs singh. i m sry... i promise i wil try harder for A level.

thx for ur encouragement, miss ho. thx for regarding me az one of ur best pupil.

I may nt b happi wif my results,
bt i hav a grp of encouraging frens.
I m reali happi. thx.
alth u ppl may nt understand me totally,
bt i m glad to hav u guys az a fren.

heyys, thx u for tt short chat n encouragement. i appreciate it. thx everyone.

*Nobody iz perfect. when there iz flaw, there wil b improvement.*

Os releasing soon.

2005-02-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

G.u.a.r.d.i.a.n A.n.g.e.l

heyys.. todae waz quite an enjoyable dae. although sch ends at 4pm, i waz stil veri happi cz i had bowling juz nw. N todaes bowling waz fun n i hope tt training iz alwaz like tis. haha. Thx u coaches for teaching me. i reali enjoyed it. you yuan zai jian!

NYJC bowling rox. :)
hpe to see u ppl soon.

nervousl waiting... n waiting..

2005-02-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

hey! haha. 2dae iz a great dae. lols.
alrites.. 1stly in sch, alth i alwaz walk alone, i nvr felt lonely... cz....

okies. had 2 lectures n 2 tutorials then 1210 fin sch le! haha.
I was in the lib. doing my wk.. then mh cal n....'chun boon! where r u? we reach tp le!' so i had to rush down... as wat wc sae, clark kent juz disappears. haha. therefore, in bout 30 mins, i reach tp. tts fast rites? haha.

then we went pooling... mh played both dry n wet pool. haha. okies. was like no form. alth i agree tt shaun's wc's n mh's skill improved quite a bit.

okies. tts all. Junwen out. byes.

17th burfdae!

2005-02-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

woohoo! tis iz cool! in 45 mins time, my bd iz over. haha.

18th feb.. i love it.

i m sure to blog todae.

ermms... alrites.. i shall strt wif....

i went hme aft sch... then gt changed n took mrt to meet shaun n the res. of wss 'gang'. haha.
from mrt to yjc.. its a lil long. so i took a stroll..

n az i approaches the sch.. shaun led me the wae to the library... which iz woohoo! the t-i-c waz reali fierce... u ppl get out! haha. then we were like... ?? haha.

aft the fun n laughter, the sun n the rain... we proceed on to ps. i mean Plaza Sing. tried finding cp.. bt hz...

then we went to eat thai RES-tau-rant. actually iz thai express. haha. n shaun kip on showing of his 20000 note... rich man. all go rob him. then mh n royston n me were tryin to lame one another. haha.
then eunice n jiaz disowned us. haha.
i lost the frequency aft eeunice's table cz too far.. so i odn noe mel.wc.sy.shing doing wat. haha.

anywae.. we went separate waes aft dinner. then we go kovan bowl. nt used to my new style. hz. score reduced by almost half. sians.

special dedication to....
05S3A n ct-Mr Lim, OG26 family rox!, mh, shaun, wc, mel, shing, siyu, royston, eunice, jiaz n k.c. n my daddy.mummy.

all the best!!! THX U ALL ONCE AGAIN!

happi!

2005-02-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

woohOoz... !

my mummy bring me out todae... we go long beach n eat. haha..
fd waz nice...

eso gt lao yu shen*

yu shen rox.

ehs.. tml's 18th feb.. 'u' noe?

Valentine's dae

2005-02-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Dae tml... hohOho.

ermms.. zu tian xia you qing ren zong cheng juan shu. yong yuan happi!

solitude.t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w.

hiyees.. todae was quite fun for me. mummy bring me out.
hehe.. went to watch constantine.
nice show ya. u ppl shld watch.

love love love............ tt show.

happi luna new yr.

2005-02-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

gong xi gong xi. xi wang mei ge ren dou sheng ti jian kang.. wan shi ru yi!

hohoho...

haha... heys... tml iz cny eve... so wats everyone's plan? reunion? yeahs... all of us can meet our cousins agn... :)
u ppl don tink too much ya. cny mood! yea!

lols... anyone free during cny? guess nots rites.. no visiting le. haha.

anywae... look forward 2 the cny.. c ya.

jiayou jiayou for those performing on cny cele. al the waes!

Alone agn....

2005-02-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

i m using a sad colour... blue.... hz.. whu noes mans. chun boon eso can feel lonely. haha.

alrites... todae had pt for bowling.. it waz so-so. then went hme le. do nthin much todae. hz.. wat a waste of daes... everydae go sch study.. then eat.. then cca .. then hme... then slp. wat a cycle.

anywae... we cannot force love rites? so b it lors...

Girl.... Love iz someting u may nt c.. bt surely u can feel it rites...?

i wanna juz pour all the nonsense out one dae.... n then tml wil b a betta dae.

-[[alwaz.b.ur.angel]]-

Pls.. together pls...

2005-01-30T01:50:00.000+08:00

R u reading tis...?

hav ya found ur prince?
alwaz b ur shadow.. so don b afraid.. juz go ahead n do wat u tink iz right.. i wil support u de.

kelly shuo de dui... life's alreadz so bitter le.. then i stil go eat bittergourd... n sumore.. i gave a portion of the bittergourd wif mh.. hz.. making his tastebud miserable az well..

anywae.. u ppl rox ya. pool-ing frens... mh, des, shaun, wc, jj, ts, ernest.....

oh no.. my tagboard iz missing!

2005-01-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

help help... the tagboard iz missing. dies... haha.

don noe hw to blog le... anywae... my past two entries were struck off. hw?

gotta juz wait and see...

OG26 outing

2005-01-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

chpt 7! OG26ians-- the journey to ZION continues....

woohoo!... todae so shuang.. did tings tt i hav nvr done in 16 yrs...
haha..

1stly... fly kite! kite fly! fly! kite! ting kite-flying quite interesting if u noe hw to... haha.
uncle n limin tried 2 fly the kite bt it cant seems 2 move above 5 metres.. haha.

sam n kev ran like around the field twice? haha. they tink if they ran veri fast.. the kite wil eso fly veri high.. haha.

dean tried to help me wif the kite.. bt in the end.. i snapped the string thrice... haha. hooray!

angeline is busy flyin the customise OG26 kite n bei jia iz bcoming more of an environmentalist. haha. busi picking up drinking cans.!

pl n darryl secretly hide in a corner... trying to learn hw to fly kite. bt i don noe whether they achieve their goal anots.

then jeff n bei jia r eso busy buying drinks for us.(kev pays most of it) haha.

next iz para para SAKURA!

the para para machine brings angeline sam n kev 2 Japan... watching ying hua.
haha. angeline iz damn pro! shes veri gd at it.. then sam n kev gt addicted to the machine.. n we juz stay there for hours... clock ticking n ticking...

then lata we all hav enuff fun n chuan chen n darryl went hme. the rest of the OG26ians went PS. haha. tts all for the gao chao die qi of 2dae.

to b continue....

wrong choices agn n agn...

2005-01-20T22:52:00.000+08:00

y is life full of choices...? hz...

if only one dae i can pass a dae without making choices... :)

I'm so tired... n having lots of headaches... reali.... bt i... stil manage to do wat i'm suppose to do.

I'm lovingg youu...

..... dots dots dots..

2005-01-16T13:36:00.001+08:00

aiyos.. 2dae stay at hme the whole dae... nthin to do nw... sians...

hz...
sittin by the window.. tinkin of u ppl... reali miss whitley... miss crapping wif u guys... shiying.. muz go out 1 of these daes okies? when u off tt time tel us. enjoy ur work at kiddy palace yahs..
haha.

A swt beginning for me.... bt do not wan a bitter ending....

OG 26!

2005-01-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

woohOo...! 5th OG outing ytd.. haha.

title of serial: 0G 26-- the journey 2 ZION.

starring artistes: angeline, camille(alwaz part of OG26), miao yu, shu xian, han song, kevin, karen, imelda, melody, jinglun, terrance, peng loong, kelvin, rachel, chuan chen, raymund, chun boon, darryl, bei jia, meng yeow, dean, xue jing, li min, zhang ye, jeffery, wan xin n samuel.

chpt 1-4---- too exciting... tts y nvr blog it. therefore, bcoz of tis... viewers complain n soOo.. i m here 2 blog chpt 5 onwards.. haha.

Chpt 5-- 'heartland'-ers..

a bright sunny afternoon... I went 2 meets up wif my OG outside kovan mrt station... n I thot i m gg 2 b late.. bt haha..! i only saw wan xin, bei jia, angeline, dean, kevin n jeffery ther only. haha. then lata, samuel n li min came. we went to eat pizza hut... haha.. then they took a long time to place their orders.. haha. then rachel n jinglun came n join us. Its pizza-time!

then we went to take neoprints... n there goes the lively kevin n dean.. 'quarrellin' haha. we manage 2 squeeze 11 heads into 1 small lil foto. haha. tts marvellous. then we went superbowl aft tt.. samuel played well.. n then dean n kevin fighting for '1st' place... hahaha. bt in the end, Dean did the Doubles!. haha.

then we went ta eat mac.. hd mcflurry.. then lata we lobster for awhile... then i left le. the remaining OG26sians when for fried prawn mee i tink. haha.. n then the dae ended aft they bought bd card for raymund...

HOWEVER, the journey continues... so stay tuned!

I wil nvr giv u up!

2005-01-14T22:56:00.000+08:00

lalalas.... haha.

okies... 2dae waz quite a fun dae... went back to whitley.. n boo! saw MVP.

omg.. i tink ncc's attendance iz gnna b droppin n droppin... hz.. muz jiayou kaes!

went out wif kelly,wc,siyu,royston,rae,shing,mh,shaun,jiahui,germaine,beifang,eunice n melanie.
we went to eat m......a.......r.......c.......h........e.
haha.

LOVE THE 2.80 WANTON NOODLE!
haha.

finding my wae upon the rite path.....

hZ n more Hz...

2005-01-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

okies... i alwaz do wrong tings.. y? i eso don noe..
life iz full of choices... tts wat i finally understand!

bball? badminton? soccer? pei tat kian? royston? or my OG ppl?
omgs.. i juz hate making choices..

n nw i noe 1 veri impt ting... tt iz indecisiveness iz my weakness.
i muz work on tt.. so pls.. can i share the confidence apple wif u?

2dae tt guy who trial me... omg. hz. nthin to sae. NO comments.

if i eva hav a choice, the choice tt i wil make iz to go to a place full of beautiful sceneries.. rainbow.. clouds... oceans... seagulls.. n butterflies... wif all my gddie frens n family.

LOVE u ppl. hpe angels wil protect u!

OG 26!!

2005-01-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

my summer sunshine!!
haha...

love u whitley ppl...
i miss u ppl... hz..

okies... disco nite was fun... i juz dance n jump n scream n we rocks the hall!!
trad dance.. 27th mass dance...
swt councillors...
fantastic OGLs... u all rocks..
n lastly.. i fav OG 26!...

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for OG 26!..
hip hip hooray.
hip hip hooray.
hip hip hooray!

angeline
camille
miao yu
shu xian
han song
kevin
melody
terrance
jing lun
li min
rachel
ming yao
peng loong
kelvin
kevin
darryl
chuan chen
raymund
bei jia
dean
xue jing
zhang ye
miao yu
imelda
karen
samuel
wan xin
jeffery

nyjc orientation

2005-01-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

woohoo!... haha.. ITHOR rox! haha....

phew.... the first half of the orientation todae waz bored.. n i mean BORED... haha.

bt somehow.. the cheering scores at the end of todae seems quite fun.

okies... 2dae nyjc j1 students r rocking the whole hall... suddenly.. ppl bcome so enthu.
then todae i had quest.. it waz kinda rush..
then aft tt, did met up wif ernest n kelly n royston 2dae.
couldnt find tat kian... where r u tat kian?? haha.. tink i don noe ahs.. (jkin)

suddenly.... i reali miss the hols n don feel like gg to sch....

bt in the end... i faced it. 3 cheeRs for myself.

ZELDA--- tat kian, chee hui, elvin poh, derrick.
ITHOR--- me, clemence.
OSIRIS--- royston, chun lung, qui fong.
NAZGUL--- kelly, gavin, ernest, alex.

ZION iz born.

biTs n pieCes iF 2nd Jan O5

2005-01-02T11:28:00.001+08:00

blA blA blA....

anotHer daE haS passeD... tMl, everYonE wiL b gg bACk to Sch... hZ....
hPe tt i wIL haV an eNjoYAblE 3 mthS in Nyjc... tHen laTa... leT natuRe takeS its courSe..

depenDs on my REsults.

haPPiE neW yR everyonE!
hpe ALL ur wisHEs comE truE¬

-[[ Our frenshiP wiL nVR lasT unleSs an appLE groWs on an oraNge trEe. ]]-

merry x'mas!

2004-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all e way......!!

wooHoO... iz christmas! haha... every1 iz out there enjoying n celebratin their x'mas... n i m at hme bloggin... n i countdwn x'mas myself at hme juz nw.. haha...

ermmS... had a super fun dae todae... cz i finally gt a chance to go out wif rae, kellie'n siyu n shiying liaos... so long nvr go out wif em le...

n the places we go n eat todae iz places i hav nvr been b4... izznt tt marvellous? hahaha.

ermms... we mt at tp interchange at 1pm.. n we xchange gifts... fun rites? gt to see wat ur fren givs u.. haha.
then lata we head for town... n e girls go mango. then i went to e billabong corner to 'admire' e shirts.. cz price too steep.. haha.
then aft tt.. we walk n walk... tok bout don noe all e lame jokes n where to get yami yogurt... n i m e supplier of tis jokes. haha.
then we went to paya lebar cz rae need go dere.
then lata we go raffles link.. then there gt mango AGN... then the girls go in agn.. haha.
then aft tt, we tok tok awhile... then oops... it bcame cocoa-crunch!.. siaos.
no no.. then lata we went hme.. haha.

tts bout it? wonderful x'mas eve rites? hu jealous 1? haha..

i reali love the cards they gave me... so nice of em.
then i reali hope every year e x'mas eve can cele like tt.. haha..
i reali hope............

forgotten to pass someting to kellie'n.. haha.. nt someting exp... bt iz someting tt i took an eff to do.

kkaes... wish every1 merry x'mas!!!!!

n a happi new yr!!!!!

woo hoO! x'mas eve!

2004-12-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

haha... decided 2 blog in e morning cz i love the day.. it symbolise a new start.... haha...

one muz alwaz b filled wif hope 2 hav a grt dae ahead... alth i love to tel ppl all tis.. bt i don alwaz practise it myself... haha.

--[[phrase]]--
i noe u may hav sumone in mind.
tts y it is practically impossible b/n us.
however, i have not given up hope.
i will still keep believing........
n believing.........
the fact tt we can b more than frens.

doublE okieS!

2004-12-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

DoublE okIeS! :)

haha... ehs... so sians nw... u noe wat.. elsa gave me e idea 2 blog nw.. haha.

SOooo... i decided to blog!

we wish u a merry xmas
we wish u a merry xmas
we wish u a merry xmas
n a happi new yr!

2005 iz coming... n i m actually trying to avoid it by tellin myself... aiyaS. hols stil gt veri long...
bt... the truth iz.. a new chpt iz bout 2 unfold... wif new surprises?
which means 'gd byes' to grt frens tt i hav nw?
hpe nt... cz i reali tink they r a grt BUNCH of ppl...
i have e bananas bunch n the cherries bunch.

bananas--- shaun, tk, andrew, jj, wc, ernest, ts, cp, mh n many more....
cherries---kellie'n, shing, sy, rae, elsa, eunice, mel, jh, gl, wanling, muiting, qf, sarah, vi
n many more...

sians.. okies.. fin bloggin...

click cluck* click cluck*.. keyboard doin its routine wk...
-----------------------------completed!--------------------------------------------------------

biTs n PieCes oF 16th Dec

2004-12-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

okieS.... nw WAt? blog in e morning? haha... cz e passfew daes been busi packing my rm n gg out to lk for wk.. so no time to blog.. Nw i hav lots n lots of time.. haha.

2daE iz a bright sunny morning.. theres stil a long dae ahead... so ppl out dere.. enjoy ur dae!

ytd.. i tk wc shaun n jj went to tp to try to sell e calendars... n poor wc.. giv ppl sae tt those calendars he was selling iz to cheat ppl's money.. haha. n there we goes.. home swt home without sellin even 1. however, theres a lesson learnt.. tt iz we dcided to quit... isnt tt marvellous? haha.
anywae... quit n gettin' e job iz part n parcel of life...

didnt noe kellie'n choose nyjc til ytd n didnt noe benja work kiddy palace.. haha. tt waz a gd working place. wanna work there eso if i can..

-[[ FATE bring us to this world, u cld hav landed in mars, jupiter... etc... bt no! u r on earth.. a place full of fun n laughter... so cherish it...]]-

sobX n more Sobx of 7th-13th Dec

2004-12-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahaz... went m'sia wif my cousins... go dere n hav FUN! haha

too much too blog... from hotel, steamboat... to strawberries n fried mushrooms... haha.

gUYs n gaLs ouT dere..
rich or poor,
short or tall,
fat or thin,
pretty or ugly,
smart or nt so smart,
dark or fair,

take care ya! haha

bitS n piEceS of 3rd deC

2004-12-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

Man vs Beast..
hu winS? hahaZ...
stay tune 2 channel 5 at don noe wat time.. don noe wat dae..

e time nw iz 11.34pm.. ohs, n i m bloggin..
2dae went ta tp central in e noon 2 purchase bd cake 4 wc... haha.
blackforest cake... shaun's face real BLACK indeed when he saes.. 'buy e large one lah! stil gt his grandmother n cousin's'...'

went shaun's hse n cele his burfdae.. then siyu kelly shiying melanie n jia hui come along..
woo hoo! wee chuan almost moved to tears.. haha. i didnt see it.. bt i heard others sayin.. haha.

went arcade... then went to mac... haha. ice-cream...

ttz bout it for e dae.. oh ya! kelly.. my dear fren.. she saes nex time go NZ brin her go.. haha.
we wil hav e chance de.. haha. i saw shiying's fone waz.... kellie'N... so creative.. haha. didnt even tot of it b4.

time waits for no man... happie burfdae wee chuan.

T-MAC------ tat kian, ming hong, andrew, chun boon..
hw creative can tat kian get? haha. n.. tat kian.. muz tink of my ttz chi phrase ah...

dedication---frens corner.

Andrew- hes a friendly giant when i first saw him.. bt nw.. aft 4 years of frenship, wat giant? haha. we r now equal.. hes in e sch bball team.. n man.. his marvellous skills can make u turn from a 'bball no nthin' to a bball fanatic.. haha. ttz waz a lil exaggerating thou... hes 1 great fren ttz u wil nt regret knowing..-4eva frens-

IdoL niTe

2004-12-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

oh no!... my blog juz disappeared juz nw.. haha.

ermmS, 2dae we went bballing... n we plae ABC.. then tat kian saes so big stil plae ABC.. in e end? he eso joins us.. haha..

shaun n ernest... hu do u vote?
whitley proudly presents.. LAMEST IDOL!
they plae bball like... great balls of jealousy.. over wat? i don noe.. bt they seem 2 b enjoying it.. hahaz..

Xav? wanna go pasir ris.. bt he didnt.. hahaz. his kou tou chan..'u wil b in the national team'
haha.. n he gt some votes from some p5 kids.. haha.

poor lil adrian... he waz sick.. get well soon.. chun lung? hahaz. woke up at 5.30am reach at bball court at 5.30pm.. omg. haha.

az for tat kian.. strt convo wif me wif g*** l***... end wif g*** l***.. hahaz..

dedication--- frenz corner.

ernest-hes a gd guy wif a pair of charming eyes.. ttz wat most gals sae.. haha. nt me. ermms, wat can a guy giv his galfren, he wil eso b able to.. haha. n gd luckx 2 his love life.. n muz notx giv shaun gai anymore.. gai him instead.. haha.

criEs n laugHterS of 1sT deC 04'

2004-12-01T09:50:00.000+08:00

hiyEez everyonE..

ppl alwaz sae singapore iz such a small country.. bt y m i nt able to meet my childhood frenz? sighX..

as for nw.. i tink i noe ttZ my frenz r all safe n sound.. ttz enuff for me le..

dedication--- frenz corner..

tat kian- ermmS, tat kian iz a gd guY tt wearS a great smile on his face.. ttz y he charms a lot of girls rite.. hahaz. he may look cool on e surface.. bt if u noe him long enuff.. he has a warm heart ttz likes 2 help ppl n quite talkative at times.. which iz gd.. hahaz..

shaun- ermmS, thX for e free maggie mee ttz u sponsor when i n ernest go ur hse.. sumore.. hes a mr nice guy.. n he do click quite well wif gals... ehhs, pls lah.. go tel *erh hermS* tt u...
okie.. stop wasting time liao.. hahahazz.

biTz n piEceZ of 26th Nov

2004-11-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

hIYeez eVEryonE... HAhaz... don No e WAt ta bloG tis Few dAEs..
waZ reali meMOrabLE on GraD nitEz.. gUess me gonNa miSs em LotX..

waT e worLd iZ turNIng intO?

SO boRed.. tiNK goNNa go WOrk... Os oveR le.. miSs freNz.. eSp...

juZ camE bacK froM mh's ChalET.. it waZ so fUn.. AltH didnT geT to SLp, LookiNg aT theiR slpY faCes waZ quiTE fUn.

u GuyS n GALs roX..
-[taT kiAn, ANdrew, erNesT, shAUn, chiT pang, JOn, Jj, TocK senG, miNG hoNg, XaV, elSa, geoK lenG, raE, KeLly, ShiyiNg, SiyU, meL, euniCe, M.V.P n stiL counTinG...]-

TAKe caRe.. WE wiL meEt soMEdaE..

baCk in One pieCe---- 20th Nov

2004-11-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

hiYEez everyonE.. Os r finallY oveR..
so glAd ttz EverYTIng iz oveR.. n i can giV my mINd a Rest...

wANNa enjoY myselF... bT...

itZ okieZ la. :)

hoPE everyoNE iz fiNE n GD lucKs 2 all My frenZ hu iz stIL takiNG the Os..

ALL THE BEST!

biTz n piEceZ of 29th Sep

2004-09-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

crYz n LaUghTerZ of 25th Sep

2004-09-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

HAv liFE beeN buSy foR mE? don EVen noE e dAte 2DAe...
hMm... i seE..

wHole Dae nVR go oUT.. tHEn so SIanZz...
n guEsS waT? beeN eaTIng moOncaKE for E PAst FEw dAEs..
hahahaZ.. at LEasT thEY r niCe...

i wiL woRK harD towaRds my DREam..
i beLieVE in mysELf..
i WisH, i Wish.... 2 b hapPI all DAe..

LoSt`sTaR¬

biTz n PieCeZ of 24th Sept

2004-09-24T14:19:00.000+08:00

2DAe reaChed hmE sooooo eaRly... haHAz...
1.40?
cZ i gT tuiTiOn laTa the N caNNOt follOw freNZzie Go MakE eZ-lINk caRd..

WANdeRin wAT kiNd of Life I m haVIng..
jUz looKin n looKin aRnd...
sTil searcHIn 4 e REAl me..

STriVe FOr E imPossibLE-¬
hPE ya B thERe 4 Me..
CyaZ.. n StaY happI.

erhMm n MOre erHmMZ oF 11th Sep

2004-09-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

DEcIpHOr tIs...

peNdINg... PEndIng..

I m...

So
Odd
And
Ridiculous

To
Hold
Randomly
Or
Actually
Tight

TtZ waT i m HAving nW... how??

biTz n pIEcEz oF 9th Sep

2004-09-09T13:31:00.000+08:00

I beLIevE in waTeva i dO...

hpiNG my FrenZ wil BelieVE me aZ well...

bT it doesnT seeM to happEn...

leTTin mE haV doubTs aGn n agN...

thosE who eNcourAGed me..

thX u so muCh...

tiNK yA noE whU r U..

aNywaE... frEnZ diD plAY a paRt in m liFe...

rEALi thX ya aLl...

aLL thE beST to Every1.. esp 4e2 n 2e4 ppL...

gD lucKx....

-sTrivINg 4 tHe imposSIble-
i M waitIn on My liFE.. fOR thiS momENt to ARriVe... FInallY.... fInally...

bItZ n piEceZ of 27th July

2004-08-27T18:08:00.000+08:00

I m SOo hapPi todAe.. We haD a grEAt timE playIn n plaYIn durIN rehEARsaL todAe.. :)

aFt ttZ.. we waNteD to eaT swEnseNs.. bT hu nOEs.. e PromOtiOn enDed.. hZ.. ttZ waZ a gD offER n i tOOk it Once onlY..

liFE waZ aZ gd aZ b4.. U muZ enjOy eveRytinG u do.. thEN caN u finD reaL happiNEss iN eveRtiNg..

thoSe ppL oUT thERe hU r grIeving OveR waTEva minoR tingS.. don forGet ttZ lifE stiL haZ to go oN..

HpE ouR haRd worK paID off bY performIN well in e teaCHErs' daE perFOrmancE, preLimS n the 'O's.. all E besT everY1..

cAn sumoNe heLp me Tel siYu to brIn heR cap 4 Me on Mon.. iF ya evA sEe tiS posT..+= Thx.

biTz n PieCeZ of 20th August

2004-08-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

HaloZ blogGie.. gonNa haV tuiTioN laTA..
TIreD afT e clAss's daNce reHeArsAL.. -[[ CollAPsiNG]]-
TimE iZ 1755..? so LAte lE.. n i JUz caMe hoMe..

mOn gT physIcs teSt..
gt TonS of HmewK..
gt dancE reheARsals..
gt To eaT breaKfasT, luNch n dinnEr,,
¬tt tooK boUt 4/5 of my daE.. n i m leFt wiF 1/5 to zZ.. no tiMe to Even 'caTch my breaTh'..

nT goNNa ElabOraTE morE.. NIteZ nitEz..

`LoSt StaR¬
-[[ Oh baBy! qinG hua duO shuO yi diaN..]]-

biTz n piEceZ of 15th August

2004-08-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

dOn nOe waT haPpenEd 2dAe...
EveRy1 sEemZ tO b stUdyIn.. n Me.. stIl tiNkiN wheTheR waNnA reTaKe anOtZ..

nthIn muCh haPpEneD 2DaE.. i eSO dIdnT reaLi tiNk muCh. JUz waItiN 4 tiMe 2 Pass..
DiD waTch TwiNs efFEct 2.. chaRlenE n GiLLiAn so TAlentEd n preTTy..

`LoSt sTaR¬
-[[ i REali hoPE somE1 wiL b theRE 4 Me..]]-

bitZ n PieCeZ of 12th AugusT

2004-08-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

laLaLa... TodAE iZ a daE whEn i FAcEd realITy... TtZ hw 'cruEL' e worLd iZ..
aNywaE.. GlAD ttZ i M stIl aliVe.. juMPin arNd.. sO forTUnaTE tO b heaLthy.. Nt goNNa lET e crUEL truTh of Chi REsulTs sAnK mY moRaLe..

Nw i NOe.. Xin JIa bO iZ nt gU daN.. beI baN qIU iZ worSe..
CZ s'poRE... THErE R freNz whO caRes 4 U...

tHOsE 'gD' fRENz of UrS doN eveN consoLE u.. INSTEAD, sumONe whoM u REgarD nt Ur cloSE freNz sEEms 2 caRE moRE...

my cHI resuLTs gt........ b3? lolX.. guEss i M nT ttZ gd in my CHi aft al..

REali quiTE saD bout iT..-ttZ reaLIty-

kKz..
¬nthIn mUCH tO aDd.. goNNa refLEct.. N bouNce baC aFt tiS kinD of ResulTs
`LoSt sTaR¬
-[[ It Iz nT e eNd of E worLd.. u CAn do It dE.. cOMe oN!]]-

bItZ n pieCeZ of 9th Aug

2004-08-09T10:04:00.000+08:00

haLoZ eveRy1.. 2dAE iZ naTionaL dAE..! s'poRe haPPi bufDAe..:)

Nw gT joLiN conCErt... waNNa go WAtch liAOz...
lATa iN e aFt.. gueSS wiL b goiNG ovEr 2 grandma hSe..
SEe firEWorKs..
hAHaz.

flYinG awAE witHOut a desTinatiON.. If theRE iZ faTE, I meeT u THerE aGn..!

`LoSt sTar¬
-[[Go LooK for ur LuV 1s n TeLl theM ttZ u cARe...]]-

bItZ n PieCeZ of 4th Aug

2004-08-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

boUghT jAY's vol 5 albuM- Qi li XiaNg..
~HiS soNGs r aLmoSt e 'saMe' Az lasT timE.. likE trK 9..

todAE iZ weD liaoZ... so FasT.. on Fri gT natioNAl daE celE.. thEn a Long 5 daEz 'breaK'..(U noE wat i mean BY 'bReak') hZ.. tiMe flieZ.. ? yupPz.. goNNa grAd soOn..

acTUally, onE mUz grAb al opp. whenEVa theRE Iz.. doN heSitAte. Cz... Time n tiDE waiTz 4 no MAn..

EVERYDAE when i go ScH.. i RealI wiSHed 2 b haPpI.. Bt thERE wil SurE b an IncidEnt wHIch spOiLz my mooD.. wAT iZzIt eXactlY? i eso gt no IDea..

`LoSt sTAr¬
-[[Time cannoT b reVErsEd.. So GRaB e remAIniN tiMe leFt.. CZ e SAme yr, MonTH, daE, N tIMe wil nvR occUR aGn...]]-

biTz n PieCeZ of 29th July

2004-07-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

hZ... melAncholy.. wonDerin arNd nt in E unIveRse bT in Sch..

freNz? haV theY r thERe... bT i m leFt beHind..
OnlY soMe wIl 'cHit chaTTin' Wif u..

TTz LIFE.

2DAe iZ a daE of MiXed feelINgz.. doN noE y eSO.. a mOmeNt feelIN haPpi, e Nex? FEelin dWn..

plAYeD bball 2dAE.. aT cat HIgh n SCh...
hD praCticAL lessOn 4 phyS.. iCe melTEd within 10 SecS 4 ShauN.. HAHAz...

BLoG shLD b kepT shorT ritEZ?[ Juz an XcuSe.. hAHAz]

'LoSt StaR¬
-[[loVe aiNt gonnA waiT 4 U.. sEARch iT urSelf.. If u DOn, SumonE mAY jUZ graB iT wiFout u NoeiN iT...]]-

bitZ n piEceZ of 28th July

2004-07-28T18:34:00.000+08:00

gU daN bei bAn qiu yoU shuei?
ni Hai ShI wO?

hu NOez..

toDae gt interhSe finALz.. evERytiNg iZ nt gOing accOrdiN 2 plAn..
wE r dWn by 5 poiNtz n e bAd weaTher appoAcheS, SEndinG raIn droPleTz dWn..
maTCh poStpoNed 2 comIn frI..

tIreD of BecOmiN e middLe peRSoN.. nO 1 caN unDersTAn TTz..

'LoSt sTaR¬
-[[ TingZ wiL nVR b e SAmE agN.. waT Iz LefT r MemoRIEs of E paSt...]]-

biTz n piEceZ of 24 July

2004-07-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

toDAe IZ a saturDaY.. whIcH meANs a daE for RelAxiNg.. HAHaZ..

hAd NCC todAe.. N e pOSTiN Iz OuT.. HAHaZ.. hpE theY r happI wiF wat thEY gET.. tHey shlD do THeiR beST in WAteVA we GIv.. JIayoU paRT Cs..

DoNt noE wat 2 BLog lIAOz..
haHAz.. DOn waNNa aDD oN.. b4 I stoP, waNNa wiSH all THosE hu R taKIb Os tiS yr.. ALL e beSt.. N MVP... 'He' wIl b baCk to hIs noRmal seLF dE.. ttZ wat u aLL hoPE mAhz..

`LosT StaR¬
-[[ aI qIng shI REn jIAn e Ao MIaO! Wo mEn YAo Hao HAO de Hen xi..]]-

-MaGicAL lOve-

BitZ n pieCeZ oF 23 July '04

2004-07-25T02:34:00.000+08:00

haLoZ.. I m swiTcHin blOgspoTz cZ of cerTAin reaSonS..(guEss ya all sHld noE)
btw, liFe 2daE wAz like... huH? boreD?
gt tuitiOn juZ nW.. n wAz REAL tirEd..

ITz 2330 le.. n My eYez r likE.. closIng anY momEnt..
Az i m trYin 2 kIp mysELf awaKe, MEmoRiEz of childhd flASh a-X my miNd... sO vividLy ttZ i clD imaGine e wholE piC..
trYin 2 contaCt em.. BT waZ likE.. Hz.. suM gO 'xi tIan qu jiNg' sum go noRth.. scaTTerEd everyWherE..

'O's chi resulTz r comIn ouT.. They r ReleAsiNg theiR 'debUt killEr' sooN...
aNYwaE, ttz LiFe 4 2Dae.. shaLl nt elaBoraTE mOre..

-[[Yi_sHi_de_xiNG_xinG]]-

cheRisH evEry momEnt in LifE¬